mmva day

yah im bummed i dont get to go, but oh well.
i can go next year right?
i hope rania is having a good time tho :)
its fathers day im in toronto visiting my nonno.
im bored :P
wild water kindom next weekend with kristen, just got my new bathing suit :)
last exam on tuesday then summer officially starts.
i guess ill blog later when something eventful happens .
--aliciaa

almost done!!

so today was my french exam i think i did okay.
after the exam i met up with vanessa, inga, berna, and blade at starbucks.
we chilled well i waited 4 kaylaa.
then me kayla and inga went to empire wok to get chicken bawlzzz
they was yummy.
then the 3 of us slowly made our way to the dollar store and hung out there for a while.
after we started a looong hooooot walk back to kaylas house.
we chilled more it was alot of fun. but we had to leave to get ingas brother.
on the way back to kaylas we saw some hotties
boys who are built nice and dont wear shirts make us happy :)
hahaha "i think i wet myself a little :$"
he was pretty, then there were hot construction workers..
we chilled at the park then me and inga left.
i walked her home and on my way home saw some grade 8's and i walked with them until we were at my street. i went home and my dad picked me up to go bowling 4 daddys day.
it was fun. he kicked my ass. -_-
then i cam home and now im ubbber bored. and its almost 11 so no one will be able to hang out....
on the bright side i went a full day without seeing you, and i have to say i think ill make it through the summer even i f i dont see you.
oh well im sure there will be other guys.
this summer will most likely be the summer of no hook ups.
chances of 'us' is like 1 in a million!
and im not to interested in anyone else.
but if summer love comes along ill take my chances.
until then ill be watching anything and everything that has taylor lautner in it.
yes thats right taylor lautner will be my summer hook up :P
so my last exam = english.
which im not to worried about, in fact im not worried at all.
wow grade 9 is almost done.
NO MORE BEING A NINER!
not that i was bothered with that. looking back i didnt do shit
i was always sick and never really got invited anywhere.
oh well next year is sure to be fun, although i dont wanna go back to my current skool.
i dont no what im gunna do all summer.
i guess like what, beach, pool, hang outs, chicken bawlzzz, party, sleepovers, staying up late.
nothing really fantstical. but i refuse to be bummed already, summer hasnt even started, i hope its half as good as last summer. that was amazing.
it was a summer of firsts.
first boyriend
first boat sleep
first real dance in the rain
first kiss
... wow you kinda stole some important firsts from me bud.
but not the most important :)
you were kinda a mistake. i guess i got you outta my system now, and i learned quick that douches like you are not for me.
although knowing myself ill end up with other douches.
oh well thats what growing up is out right?
im watching cheaper by the dozen 2!
like i said ANYTHING with taylor lautner! <3
to bad im missing him at the mmva's.
i really wanted to go but im not allowed -_-
oh well maybe next year...?
i have first aid/cpr training tomorrow.
im oh so stoked ...NAWT!
its good to know that stuff but i dont wanna waste my saturday learning it, oh well.
at least its this saturday and not like the first weekend of summer vacation.
i think i need a new bathing suit. considering the fact i can only find half -_-
ill get mommy to buy it. ill go with some friends or something.
hopefully, we can have hangouts soon.
so here are some absolute depressions about the summer
#1...KAYLA!
is going to portugal to hook up with hawties and im staying here with lovely boys from milton , wooo <---sarcastic
ill miss her like crazy and ill have to update her on my non-existent love life, and she'll update me on the hawties in portugal. im sure she'll have fun cuz if she doesnt ill have to kick her bumm
#2...INGA!
is going to Poland! although i dont no how long but ill miss her to.
especially considereing the facts tht she has my llama baby inside her.
heres a little something for the mother of my llama.
"happy llama, sad llama, mentally retarted llama, super llama, drama llama, big fat mama llama, CAMEL!" teehee, oh you know you love that!
i love you both and ill miss you well your gone, OH HOW WILL I SURVIVE! ='(
have fun well i sit around on my ass! im supposed to be going to philly, ottawa and new york, although im not really looking forawrd to it as much as i though i would be. oh well. w/e
well this is really turning out to be quite a long entry, well longer then i expected it to be.
im like tired and i dont no why. to much sun maybe?
AHH HLY CRAP no lie i literally just remembered tht im going to wild water kingdom next weekend, so i gotta get a bathing soon FAST!
hmm. it'll have to be during the week i guess cuz i cant this weekend.
i'll have to find someone to come with me.
maybe a boy , a certain boy, and kayla i no ur so reading this and i know what ur thinking ;P
and i love you, alot more then i love *oops correction* like him!
ooo i got a new camera.
it was supposed to be my Christmas gift but i got it early.
its kinda a long story but the important part is tht i now have a camera to use this summer.
pool on monday or tuesday possibly.
AHH tuesday at 10 15 am my summer officially starts! soooooooSTOKED!
i guess ill stop writing now, although ill probably remember something and blog again later.
byyyyye, good night <3
eww i smell skunk or maybe its a cigar now tht i can smell it stronger :S
--aliciaa

1 exam down

So I just wanted to let you know that you made concentrating on my exam super hard.
I though you were gunna miss it apparently not.
And now I miss you.
--aliciaa

the sky is blue because the grass called being green :)

i know i wrote a blog like 7 hours ago but i seriously cant get you outta my head!
its driving me mad but i cant say i dont enjoy it.
its nice to know that when things are difficult i can think of you and my mood will change
but right now i need to study for my exam and i cant cuz yor just stuck in my head , like peanut butter stuck to the roof of my mouth !!!!!!
i dont even wanna think about my exam tomorrow, not because im worried about it, just that u'll be there which means ur all ill think about.
i wish i could just tell u
i wish you felt the same
i wish i knew what was going on with me
i wish i had an anaswer to all this
i wish you were here to tell me everything will be okay.
but then again why should i get what i wish for , for once right?
i dont even think i deserve to feel this way, but i cant ignore it nemore
i guess ill see you tomorrow, chances of us talking 1 in 10 ... actually the chance are worse
ill probably wake up in the middle of the night cuz of you. this wouldnt be the first time either. i just have tht feeling. the sooner i fall asleep the sooner i can see u in my dreams.
ily....i think.... and the l means like not love btw
so yes for now ilikeyou
goodnight :)
--aliciaa

confused? ...no im not.. no wait i am... i think ...AHHH ='(

Okay so you confuse me, my heart, my feelings, my head, my sanity.
I promised myself no boy drama this summer, it would either happen or it wouldn't but I wouldn't stress over it. I guess it's to late now. So many things about you drive me wild, in a good way though. Your cute, funny, kind, and a hockey player to boot. But then there are times that make me go insane and I just want to shoot someone! The thing is that I can't even put a finger on what bugs me, like i can't say what it is. So maybe it's just in my head, but maybe it's not. I just don't know. I wouldn't be sweating this if there was no chance that I did like you. It feels like I haven't been this confused since about a year ago, when I realized I liked my ex during the summer. If this turns out the way things did last time i just ask you one thing, okay? Don't turn out to be like him, PLEASE! Don't be an ass and don't disappoint, because here is a little secret hun... I'm rooting for you. You have me convinced that maybe not every guy in Milton is a douche. You have me convinced that maybe everything in my head could workout for once. So please don't disappoint.

On another note, exams are this week. I have Geography tomorrow and French on Friday. Monday is a free day, no exam! Unfortunatley, on Tuesday I have English. Although after that it's summer vacation, so I guess everything isn't so bad. It'll be nice to have time to just hang out with people and not worry about school work. I hope it's as fun as last summer was, but I guess I can only hope.

Wow, I'm kind of starting to depress myself with this blog entry. All I wanted to do was say what I had to about him and now I'm all depressed. I'm going to go now and try to make myself all happy again because I have to babysit and I don't want to bum the kids out!

--aliciaa

PITTSBURGH PENGUINS

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PITTSBURGH WON! CHAMPS FINALLY!!!
Malkin - PLAYOFF MVP
Crosby - YOUNGEST CAPTAIN TO HOIST THE CUP
im really so stoked right now you cant even believe
im making so many spelling mistakes and i have to fix them cuz my hands are like on crack right now and i just wanna screeaaam!
however i had my athletic banquet and im overly excited so im tired and i wanna spend my happiest moment of today with my mom and not a computer so ill write more tomorrow
PEAAAAAAAAAAACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
--aliciaa

looking so so ...?

so it was dexter at the lady's house
unfortunatley he got out on her to
so my baby is still on the lose.
i miss him like crazzzzzzzzy! :'(
i really want him home.
hopefully soon!
i just wanna be able to hug him and cuddle him again!
maybe somone will find him today then again maybe not
i love my kitty and not knowing where he is kills me :(
at least im pretty sure he is in the neighbourhood.
which is good to know. thanks to everyone who is looking :)
--aliciaa

things looking up...?

so last nightwas rea difficult for me.
the thunder and lightning are usually okay with me .
infact i love them.
but knowing my kitty was out in that scared the life outta me.
luckily someone found a cat. and im hoping tht its mine.
im going later to check. ill try not to get my hopes up but its just so hard right now!
i need to calm down love u all for trying. i know my friends are there for me when im this upset
--aliciaa

day 2

he's still missing.
i really miss my kitty.
if you think you have seen him PLEASE PLEASE tell me.
im really upset and i can only hope that he can find his way home
or that someone will find him and return him back to me.

have some news

so to those of you who read my blog. i actually no you!
and some of you live pretty darn close so im writing this to ask for your help
i lost my cat his name is dexter if u find him pleeeease contact me!
at skool or w/e even if u just comment on this blog
it would mean soooo much

again its happened

so lets get one thing straight.
i make plans and im good at making them work.
i hate when ppl change plans without telling me
or when ppl change plans last minute.
its annoying.
so no you 2 can fuckin get ready together and find your own fuckin way to the party.
dont fucking change my plans on me.
you know i dont even like being around you 2 at the same time so why would i want both of you cramped in my bathroom with me.
it was all planned and now you screwed me over -_-
oh and what happened to "i see where your comming from and she does bring out the worst in me i dont wanna talk to her nemore"
please dont run your mouth like some big shot and then do the total opposite its annoying as all fuck!
im just sick and tired of you 2. i cant hang out with both of u together.
not alone ne ways. its to much anxiety!

on a bright note. i helped my neighbours with their garage sale.
i got 2 care bears and some t-shirts tht i'll probably end up tie dying.
party later im excited.
im gunna go eat now tho
--aliciaa