thanks.

Im sick and tired of being sick and tired.
A line I have heard to much in my life.
I hate feeling like this
I hate feeling like I'm missing tons of school
I hate feeling like my teachers hate me
I hate feeling like kids don't like me cause they think I'm a walking disease
I hate feeling like I should live in a bubble
>>>>>yes like bubble boy<<<<<
I hate lots of things right now.
I hate how i always end up typing in a list form.

There are a few things I love.
I love the friends that stick by me
I love how these friends do everything they can to make me happy.
I love knowing these friends are true
I love knowing these friends would never abandon me
I love knowing I can always count on themm
I love knowing they will always be there
I love knowing that they are my friends

Here's a little story>>>
I've been sick for 3 days now. I have this one particular friend who spent these 3 days talking to me every chance she could trying to make me feel better and just keeping me company. She could have been doing a million other things but she chose to keep me company. I miss her and I know she misses me. She helped me keep my sanity well I've been home, talking about pretty much everything, joking around, goofing off, annoying people and failing miserably. without her these last few days would have been a major drag, I'm so lucky to have a friend like her. So thanks again you dont know how much I appreciate you!

Loooooser

Is it so wrong that when I see you my heart skips a beat, my breathing halts and my mind stops working. Nothing comes out right and I know I start laughing like a hyena. The butterflies start movie around at ultra speeds and I feel like I'll throw up at any given moment.
This happens not only when I see you but just thinking about you all these feelings come out. Too bad that just seeing you makes me so emotionally confused that I want to crawl into a dark hole even though your like the sun to me. So don't worry I'll just stare and wonder what its like to be held in your arms.

--aliciaa

I think I'll draw the line

I think I'm done.
I'm done with crushes.
I'm done with boys.
I'm done with likeing people who never return my feelings.
I'm done with stressing over how good I like for you.
I'm done with you not noticing me.
I'm done with thinking of you.
I'm done with hopeing you'll talk to me.
I'm done with cringing everytime i see you in the hall.
I'm done with the naucious feeling I get when I see you or hear your name.
I'm done with those butterflies that make me sick although it's the greatest feeling in the word.
I'm done with mixed signals.
I'm done with over analyzing things that I notice about your reactions.
I'm just done.

...I wish all that was true, cause truth betold babe i can't stop thinking about you!!

--aliciaa

hmm, puppy love?

Isn't it funny how you can be so into someone, like their all you think about. But then there's always that one person who you don't know as well and don't see as often but you would drop the other person for him/her in a heartbeat, emotions suck
--aliciaa