holy crap.

omg so today i went to the skatepark with paula
it was a waste of time.
there were no hot guys.
we went to pizza nova.
went back to skatepark and still no boys.
it was boring. but still fun
so on the way there we took a short cut which was fine
this cat followed us it was cute and i wanted to take it home.
on the way back tho we took a shortcut again but starting from a different place. so it was a bit longer short cut.
so it was a street behind thompson.
so if u live in milton and know this area it was where the like places to sell houses are. behind those like wood signs and random houses.
ya know what i mean?
so were walking behind there and i hear a car i lok behind and see a car with guys so automatically im creeped. i look to my right and see there is space to cut across the parking lot back to thompson.
but i didnt go cuz there was nothing going wrong so we kept walking.
then the guys yelled. i look to my right but now were behind the sign and i started walking faster.
then i hear paula go "OH SHIT there getting outta there car!" and there was a little area to get back to thompson but theres a puddle. i go neways.
and get mud all over my new shoes and jeans. muddy water half way up my calf.
i was so scared that on the way home well she made jokes i was like please stfu
so i came home and was so scared and shit that i cried.
its was definatly the worst time ever, im still scared shitless and feel like crying

=^.^=

my throat still hurts. skool on monday again. kinda a bittersweet reward.
happy to be semi healthy again but who wants to go to skool .
oh well its almost summer vacation and im excited about that.
unfortunatley when summer comes miss kayla is going to portugal
ill miss her but @ least she'll be doing something fun!
im really bored. ive officially seen every episode of clone high more then you can count in like 3 days.
i got new jeans yesterday. size 3 now. i got jeans like 1 month and a half ago. they were a size one.
those dont refit in the crotch area nemore.
in a month and a half ive gone up 3 fucking sizes waist wise. a sure sign i need to exercise and eat healthier.
redoing room soon. which means ill have 2 room sin one house. so many different tings tht i have to decorate now. im not really looking forward to it.
i need new summer clothes , cuz nothing fits. how upsetting.
this blog is kinda becoming a tribute to everything wrong in my life.
like each one is just me ranting on & on & on. so to ppl who read this im sorry that u have to hear about my issues.
i watched clone high. and juno today. now im watching the simpsons.
there is nothing to do @ home.
and no one to hang out with.
sad.
literally im so bored right now that there really isnt anything for me to write now.
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like i said im bored...
k bye
--aliciaa

soo...

archie proposes to veronica in the 600th issue of archie comics comming this fall. although its sad

stereos is oneof my new favourite bands. ive declared them my summer '09 band. officially.

i got the latency's ep. there also my other summer '09 band.

music is getting good again.

i bough tclone high on dvd. whoopee.

jay leno is finishing his last show right now. oh how sad. no seriously its upsetting.

my throat hurts.

turns out i have the normal flu.

i may have to get my tonsils removed. oh what fun.

i think i may buy an archie comic tomorrow.

all of the above are basically like tweets. as is this one

--aliciaa

extremly .... mixed emotions

so let's just stick to one. for now at least.
im completley and utterly over joyed becasue i have my best friend back!
we havent talked since first semester.
it was my call but i dont even remember why i stopped talking to him.
its nice to know that even after all this time i cna tell him pretty much everything!
and trust that he wont go and blab to the whole world.
as i type this im talking to him which explains y i may be oh so happy :D
now people in cyber space please dont get me wrong about this
i love him but not that way.
been there done that!
not that we ever went out or nething i just used to really like him as in like crush
but that stopped quitesome time ago
he's like my brother now , well again so its just really good to have him around again

lets think why else am i oh so happy?
oh ya i got Green Day's new cd!
its BOMB like seriously if you have money on you now go and buy it!!!
BILLIE JOE ARMSTRONG is my life. he is so bomb.
i love his hair
i love his voice
MIKE DIRNT he seems so chill
again he has good hair to!
TRE COOL there is a reason for his name
he is tre cool.
that was a bit cheesy wasnt it? yes i thought so
i watched the hooking up with GREEN DAy on mm and
he seemed nice
he seemed funny
he seemed chill
he seemed interesting
and although i dont no him im very convinced that he is all those things
i hope that i get to see them in concert!

tomorrow babysitting cubed that is right ladies and gents
3 different babysitting gigs.
3 different places.
3 different times.
its kool tho the kids are all sweethearts and are usually pretty easy to take caare of

well its .. HOLY CRAP MIDNIGHT :S
i need to be up soon and i really wanna read so ya ending this blog shorter then i wanted to
good night my lovley blog readers.
sweet dreams
--aliciaa

what could this mean??

so i had this dream that i have to get off my chest.
theres 3 guys and for my own humiliation code names shall be used.
so i guess theres bill ted and tom . kool names eh?
well reading please keep in mind that i don't really talk to any of these guys.

so i was sitting at a lunch table with bill when tom came up and started talking about likeing someone. he went into dramatic detail and it was really sweet. then he stared at me and me and bill looked at each other, thinking that tom liked me. i turned to him and said "oh wow uhmm i..."
then tom cut me off. " no i dont like you. i was told to tell you that by someone."
"well who told you to say that ?" i said.
all tom did was look behind me and i knew whoever he was, was standing behind me.
i turned around to see ted standing there. and even unconscience i was confused. ted seemed pretty close to perfect. and although we dont talk much it seemed like we had some things in common.
so ted pulled up a chair next to me and sat down. he had pretty much said wat tom said but it seemed much more sincere about his words. he paused took a breath a looked back at me.
"so what do ya say? will you go out with me?"
i froze for a split second and responded, " uhh sure"
i could tell that i had the goofiest smile on my face.
he gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
then me being the brilliant person i am looked up and said " you know you are really tall."

then i woke up in a confused state. and fell back asleep.
this is when part 2 of the dream started it was very short.
2 new ppl in this dream. 2 being girls. we'll call them, gerogie and maddie.

so i was sitting in a computer lab with georgie and maddie.
our seating looked like this.
georgie. me. maddie.
so ted walked into the computer lab and maddie looked up at him then back at me grinning.
"well" said maddie. " i suppose i should get up for him"
when georgie responded in such an arrogant tone.
"he could always come and sit next to me." she said, her eyelashes bating.
all that passed through my mind was. hello he's my boyfriend! back the fuck off!!!!
being the kind of guy he is, he never fell for it.
maddie got up and let ted sit down next to me.
it was a perfect moment. he gave me a gentle kiss and then i just rested in his arms.
and then i woke up.

i thought about all that and was soooooo confused
maybe a like him and maybe a odnt.
i guess if i had to decide at this moment i would say yes i have a little crush on him.
so whjatever i unno.
i got partty plans to fix up so
peace!!!!!
--aliciaa

mmm black licorice

soo i totally creeped ur profile...
cuz im to scared to talk to you.
and i must say from what i saw...
ur perfect.
everything about you is everything tht i want right now.
in my mind everything works out perfectly between us.
although i no tht its just my imagination running wild on me.
nothing could ever be that perfect.
except you.
i barely no you and i could still gush about you for the longest time <3
i just wouldnt no where to start,
ur looks?
mmm your eyes . they make me melt.
music taste?
seems extremly amazing.
gosh my heart is already going insane just thinking about ur perfection
to bad that im to scared to even say hi,
cuz without that im pretty much screwed

just a bunch of jumbled thoughts

so today i am sick :(
...again
yesterday i moved my sister into her new house and it was raining.
so i was in and out of the rain yesterday hence my cold .
shes commin home today and im excited.
kiki is getting her tattoo tomorrow. and i get to go.
cuz im paying. its her bday present. so w/e
im excited x)
cuz u no i would be excited bout that :P
im feeling a bit better. had a cough yesterday.
not to bad now. kinda stuffed tho, my nose i mean.
head's a little mixed right now to.
hopefully ill be able to hand out this weekend *fingerscrossed*

missed skool quite a bit this week. and i jst wanted to let u no that i missed u.
not that u woulda noticed if i was there or not.
and that kills me inside , but oh well. thats nothing new to me.
guess it doesnt matter, im pretty smart, smart enough to no it will never work out between us.
which sux , oh well ill live. just no tht for now ur always in my mind.

so i found out that my mom is going to vegas.
well i already new that but during tht weekend im staying with my sister :)
im excited. that means i wont have to be with my dad , and it , i refuse to refer to her as anthing but it . but ya im excited.

oooo so got summer plans alreaddy , im SO excited x)
like u cant even begin to understand :D
- stratford festival
.macbeth, june 28th
.a midsummer nights dream, august 9th
-def leappard with poison, cheap trick
.june 4th, (hopefully)
-road trip with my sis and dad, in the states :)
-and possibly mini road trip with mom and sis to ottawa and then quebec.
IM EXCITED , i htink i mentioned tht already tho x)
i mean rly all i have to say is POISON --bret michaels!
uber duber excited x)
yes im such a dork

drum lessons starting soon, hopefully, well as soon as my rents get off their bums and sign me up -_- seriously ive been waiting for an uber long time and they havent done anything . GRRRR
im el uber bored :( and lonley. GOSH i hate being sick :(
there isnt nething to say now :(
okie bye
--aliciaa