alot to say, with so few words

ahhh semi was freaking amazing!!!!

danced all night and had so much fun!

took some pics, and met some ppl

there isnt much to say , it was a dance, everyone looked rly good,

but thts bout all there is to say :P

someone :S, ania, inga, paula, me, berna

steffan, me, thomas

so the day after semi i went to ottawa to bisit my aunt and uncle and cousins

so i got there on friday, and me, my mom and my aunt sat outside cuz it was boiling!!!

we had sausages for dinner and it was delish

saturday we all went to see 17 again, it was amazing i totally love zac efron again, if u havent seen it get off ur computer and watch it now!

i honestly think i may see it again its just tht good

sunday we came home and they were bringin back the latest dead soldier, we took pics :S

a little weird i no, but it was so interesting and sad of course

unfortunatley i havent uploaded the pics yet so they wont be on this blog, ill put them on another tho

so theres this boy, and no it's not the same one i wrote about before.

he's perfect in so many ways that even his imperfections are perfect.

he's everything i think is amazing rolled into one which makes me so happy.

it also makes me nervous as all living hell! we dont talk much but when we do i wish it would last longer. geez it's always the same with me. guy tht seems perfect but i have no chance with. or 'perfect' guy who turns out to be a dick and a half, and trust me i no more then enough ppl like that it just gets annoying after a while !

hmm gotta get this out so here's a little letter.

dear dickwad

i dont get why you cant leave me alone. i thought i made it clear that i dont wanna deal with u and ur rude ways. talking bout ppl behind their backs, excesivly! i told u not to do it around me but you couldn't deal with a simple request, and tht was when we were friends to. then u made fun of a guy who's practically my little brother, that is where i draw the line, i told u off and we didnt talk all summer, those were the good days. we had a class together first semester, forced environments make it hard to keep ur mouth shut , i get it. we started talking again but things were different, u were different, or maybe i had just grown up. you still annoyed me, and made fun of me, you were just rude. i re-read our fight and told u i was done , it wouldnt work and i never wanted to talk to you again. surprisingly you listened...for a while anyways. u started to get in my face saying hi, especially when it looked like i was already in a bad mood. u stopped for a couple of weeks. now everytime i pass you just laugh ,HAHAHA, maybe its an imiitation of my laugh i dont no. it doesnt rly bug me it makes me feel sorry for you, the fact that you have to be a dick to someone is pretty pathetic. i dont no wat it is, maybe you cant handle the fact thatsomeone doesnt like you. no that isnt it. ur ego is bruised that's all, u can except when someone doesnt like you but if that person is a girl, it jusut drives you crazy doesnt it? yup thats it.

finally a girl has shown you that ur not as hot as you think you are.

finally a girl has shown you that not everyone wants in ur pants.

finally a girl has shown you that maybe you need to change.

finally a girl has shown you that ppl dont actually think ur amazing.

finally a girl has given u reason to change.

but i guess you're to blind to see that, or to arrogant maybe.

ur one of those ppl that thinks nothing is kool if you dont like it. let ppl dress or act like they want to, who are you to control urself. frankly it makes you seem afraid.

afraid that your not kool

afraid that your not confident

afraid that your not everything you can be

all i haev to say is what you do makes u a rude jerk, a menipulative jackass, a condisending dipshit and oh so much more. just leave me alone cuz im not gunna crack.

and to think we used to be friends,

no not friends,

best friends,

no not best friends,

practically family.

i guess you crossed the line or i matured either way it will never go back to being the same so dont waste your breath on me , dont waste your breath on someone who doesn't care if you're there or not.

the end jackass

your ex- best friend.

wow that makes me feel better, alot off of my shoulders, i may have to give that letter to a certain someone. i feel alot better woot woot!

today is 31 cent day apparently and my bffl will be here in a half hour to pick me up so we can get ice cream :D im excited! this shall be fun. my mother doesnt feel well and i dont wanna be near her , i dont wana make her feel worse.

i guess ill go now, maybe there will be something to write later.

--aliciaa

avec my baby

so im with kathleen and her puppy.. we hung out right after skool and were still together now :)
her puupppyy is such a cutie and im in love with him. he walked over the keyboard and we thought he busted the comp. obviously he didnt cuz im typing now. i believe my mom is here so ill blog more when i get home
say groovy like the disco balls, eww yuppies
--alicia

in business

kay so im in business and i have 5 minutes left of class.
no lunch today got work to do :(
semi tomorrow
ottawa the day after that
so excited cant wait
seriously im just this bored right now
kk late
--aliciaa

Three babies in the backseat singin' to you, hey Dj won't you play that song for me

so theres this boy, and lets just say that he's held my heart for quite sometime now.

in a story like this the plot usualy goes one fo 2 ways.

way 1. the girl loves the boy and he doesnt even no she exists

way 2. the girl and the boy are best friends and they both secretly lik eachother

in my story the plot is neither of these.

he's my best friend, and ive liked him for a while. he always says tht im his best friend to , which ya i guess that's all right.

he's dating someone which kills me inside, not that there is anything i can do.
apparently if he werent dating anyone he would ask me out, apparently he would also ask someone else out.

im so sick of this happening to me. isnt it mytime yet to actually have someone like me?

guess not eh.
people tell me to move on, its not that simple , i no we have tht connection , i've been told it multiple times by different ppl, and for once i see it for myself, maybe thats why it kills me or why i cant just walk away.

o well just no ily <3

on a brighter note, this week has been pretty ok, well not this week but the past week.

i chilled wiht my bffl paola wysocki

yes shes half italian half japanese all polish. its y i love her deep deep down

lets just say we had a wild night of picture taking a day of bowling and a sleepover full of laughs after a difficult day.

pictures were amazing, she hates taking her picture and ive only just started to like getting mine taken, needless to say they turned out pretty funny,

tell me something tho, u lovley internet blog readers.

if u were a janitor would u yell at kids climbing a fence or a School Bus, yea i figure that most of u would say skool bus well the janotior yelled at us for climbing the fence, and paula then ripped her favourti pants.

bowling was amaaaaazing x878644465452165445443412457. glow in the dark bowling at like 2pm , glow in the dark *thumbs up* music on at bowling alley at 2pm *thumbsdown*

ive never heard a station flop so much, the order was something like this:
miley cyrus

hsm

queen
are u gunna be my girl
camp rock

oh well we sang out loud, ppl stared , we laughed extremly hard.

i kicked paula's ass 3 outta 3 games x) then we gots stickers and candy. she finally came to my house in burlington then back to milton. chilled for a little went out again , tht was a little stressful but lets just put tht behind us. mom took us to mcdonald's then i slept over at paula's :)

rockband, sing star, music, some polish dessert *delishh*, and kenny's bday post, cuz yes were that amazing. if u havent seen it find it asap.

so here are some pictures from alicia and paula's excellent adventure

ain't she beautiful?

not getting yelled at for our obvious stupidity

Charlie's Angels bitchez

^^she loves this pic for the simple fact tht it looks like shes gunna hit the guy next to her

me bowling, the ball isnt really that neon , sad :(

SEMI IS THURRSDAY YES THATS IN LIKE 2 DAYS!

got all my accesories and my ticket.

still dont no what ima do with my makeup tho, oh well im not to worried about that

im so stoked.

this skol wekk is good so far, its only 4 weeks

monday-didnt go to skool

tuesday- left early for ortho

wednesday- damn no excuse to miss, but probbaly will be chill

.english- presentations

.buisness- well business is uber easy

.french- ill probably just have catching up to do , the class actually goes by fast

.geo- test to make up and well geo is pretty easy 2

thursday-again no excuse or i wont be allowed to go to semi

.english- easy intro to mockingbird which means no real work

.business- again easy

.french-again period goes by fast

.geo-again EASY

friday- NO SKOOL , and i going to ottawa

im so excited this week is half over WOOOOOH

seriously latley the first 2 periods are the only things tht interest me

french is boring

and geo is so repetative

oh well skool year is almost over :)

well any ways my darling blog readers

u guys give me a reason to continue writeing but there is NOTHING left to say

--aliciaa

stanley cup '09

pittsburgh all the way babyyyy!
2-1 so far
their na kick philies ass!
although last game sucked they lost like 6-3 :( SAD!
oh well tht aint gunna stop me from cheering my lungs out
i swear its like an obsession now! but its a fun obsession so w/e
thts pretty much all i make sure tht i watch now.

SEMIIIs commin up , this thursday cant wait
missed skool today so no ticket yet gotta get it tomorrow
nts 15 dollarrrrs
my face is still all fucked up not so red ne more it just looks like im peeling like insane.
its irritating but i hope its gone by thursday cuz tht'd b pretty crappy if i looked like this at semi i got everything planned out - the makeup. i have no clue wat im gunna do and its a wee bit frustrating

tim hortons camp '09!
yes im so kool im going, who else is?!
gunna be so fun and i can't wait,
u no what tht means tho, no EC for alicia.
i guess ill have to stick it out at BR :(
w/e it'll be fine i guess, just hope tht net year ppl aren't such assholes.

oooo did ne one watch desperate housewives last night?!
it was insane
edie died ....sad now there wont be as much bitchyness.
it was a really good episode and i think tht if u didnt watch it you should find it online right now seriously it was tht good, i tink the season finale is this sunday! which means reruns after tht BOOOOOOOOOOO

yet more of my oppinion sure to piss ppl off
okay tht STUPID hoedown throwdown by miley cyrus is worse then freaking crank dat LIKE JEEEEZ sorry i really dont like her. the only thing semi true about this song is the hoe in hoedown w/e on another uber young music group the jonas brothers are co-hosting this years mmva's , guess that means i probably won't go -_- i guess im just sick of disney stars , although i must admit tht demi and selena are pretty kool, i'd like to meet them.

babysitting on sundays is oveeer.
this sundy is supposed to be my last one but i'll be in ottawa!
kinda sad, ill miss seeing the little ones on sunday nights.
especially since last night didnt go over so well.
i was kinda moody, cuz i was tired.
and they weren't listening as well as they normally do. so last night didnt go over so well
oh well , ill still see them :)
babysitting tonight tho WOOOO , sorry i enjoy money.
so yea everything is pretty much going well.

oh btw im officially on twitter, yes i've bout into the craze
follow me at http://twitter.com/punkchick1442
hope thts the right url. like i said im new at it and tht may not be right :S

i'm kinda craving pizzza. does ne one else want pizza?
im actually kinda just hungry and nething will be good right about now...
there really isn't anything else to say though cuz i've been at home all day
okay bye
--aliciaa

blllaaaaahhh
omyjeez -_- i have an uber rash on my face , and it hurts :(
THANK JESUS it didnt happen next week b4 semi, i woulda been like WTF!
yay the week is over, its friday!
tht makes me so happy :) honestly you have no idea, if i had to spend another day at skool i woulda gone bizerk
but oh well no one's going bizerk today :)
has any one noticed that in the music vodeo for If You Seek Amy britney is acting like a stepford wife,,, it scares me :(
there is literally nothing to talk about it just seems like latley everything is the same thing every day and its boring
so hmm u may be wondering wats new with this chick
well this chick has a 62 in french and is gunna get like shot in the head(not literally)
all i have to say about that is that i knew academic french was a crap idea -_-
so watever fuck that , i rly dont care as long as i pass the course *fingerscrossed*
hmm lets here a little thoughjt in the back of my mind
"i really wish that you two would just shut your fucking mouths for once in your lives. cuz everything was good, i was happy and now thanks to u 2 i dont no how i feel or wat i think! like this just screwed me over majorly. and im like going crazy trying to figure this out :( right before semi too, real nice guys. and GOD can u two just leave each other alone. u say ur like 'bffls' but u def act the total opposite. one of u tries to do something to make the other happy and the other gets all pissed and embarresed and is ready to spill everything about u and then the one who tried to do something nice is all llike u wanna start lets do this then! Its all cut throat not thinking about wat ur gunna say , and im always stuck in the middle of it. at least i no now that im not trusting you with my secrets. im just sick and tired of having to stick up for u and then u piss me off and u no ur doing it. or having to fix things between u cuz u just look like asses in front of everyone LIKE CRAP GROW THE FUCK UP!"
so ya tht was my little thought right up there ^^ :)
pretty good to get tht out there
im kinda tired of everyone asking who im going to semi with like no body get it threw ur heads. it already bugs me a little do u really need to make it worse. ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
gaaaaaaaaahd
btw who listens to the latency? I DO I DO I DO !
mmm good music , and good looking , i love their lead singer he's a cutie
im not gunna put a pic up or even say his name cuz if u really wanted to no then u'll go search them up and then listen to their music <3
on another music note miley still sux. :)
i dont care if u like her and i just insulted u , i dont like her , to me she is fake and a tart , my honest oppinion i could go into detail but i dont need to waste my time on someone i hate cuz thts just ridiculousss.
has anyone realized that theres like 2 and a half months left of the skool year. can u say EXCITING cuz i no i can. :D:D:D:D:D
wowowow i just realized tht this note probably seems major like mood swingish cuz im like pissed then happy then bitchy then excited, OH WELL, im a teenager its just wat i do :)
latley it just seems like everyone is mood swingish tho, maybe its just everybody's time of the month which i guessmeans were all moody bitches and were all on an equal playing field. but some ppl are way to conceded to realize tht.*DOUCHES* gaah
well im still fuckin moody but w/e i gotta go get rdy to go out for dinner, YAY celebrating a wedding :D then i guess when i come home ill just blog again and bitch some more, so watch the fuck out! <3>
--aliciaa

LOOOONG WEEEKEEENND!

THURSDAY

so my long weekend started off prety INSANLEY BOMB! went for a "jog" with kayla which turned out to be us walking for like a half hour and catching upthen back to my house for MILK DUDS! and volleyball...which went over the fence x) tooo much fun! then kayla left sad ------> :(

hmm. wat did i do after that???right i bumed around the house like the little piggy i am! then mommy came home! and we went to blockbuster.

there was like a hudle of guys standing outside of the store and i was wearing my sweats and they were starring and i was like "gaaaaah stop"
so i got Shakespeare in Love which is offcially like my favourite movie.
it was amazing, but theres alot of sex in it , i covered my eyes like the 6 year old i am.
but omg, it was hot. he was hot. the guy tht plays shakespeare , HOLY MOTHER OF GOD! <3<3
Joseph Fiennes <3
mmm he's a cutie.
but now i rly wanna watch all of the merchant of venice.
we watched a part of it in english and im like in love with it.
oh yea and he's in it to , not y i like it tho!
it just adds to the fact :)
hmm. yummy <3

FRIDAY

today the little children on my street are comming over to paint EASTER EGGS =D
im excited , i just really like painting eggs :) i guess tht makes me weird. OH WELL!
but i gots to go get rdy! so peeace
--aliciaa

thts great its only noon -_-

fuuuck. okay so my catilidge piercing is REALLY pissing me off now. i cant get the backing to it back on and its like an insanly small ball and gaaaaah its so frustrating! like ive been trying to put it back since last night and its not working and im gunna go crazy trying to put it back on. and im really hungry but i dont feel like going downstairs! like no lie my stomach is gunna start feeding off itself soon. not that it matters if i go downstairs theres really no food in my house to eaat -_- i have a feeling today is just going to be one of those days when like 20874873626 things go wrong which is pretty upsettng..

--aliciaa

'Cause your my special lady ;)

so today im in such a good mood so im just gunna say really nice things about pplz :)

Kaaylaaa!
ur such a cutie and i love u
and when u read this remember to call me
i hate it when ur sads which is to often!
if i was any older i would steal u and take u to disney world...bad news is i cant afford plane tickets , OH WELL!
no more being sad cuz that makes me want to hurt pplz even more cuz they make u sad to
but i love u and u can be in the worst mood but go out of your way to make me smile :)

Schnurrrrrrr
hahaha balloon soccer on blankets is all i have to say!
to many wild stories and even wilder times :D
i think today at lunch was about as chill as we've ever been around each other , besides the times when we've been asleep... dont worry during the summer our sleepyovers (yes i called it a sleepyover) will go back to the way they used to be
a.k.a chocolate cake at all hours of the night and early ass morning
ice tea, balloons, blankets, and moderatly crappy movies tht make us pee our pants
your to much fun , but i can never get enough

Kiki
teehee my big sister is reading my blog, i guess that means i should be careful about wat i say, just kidding! (i warn u now this is about as mushy as ill ever get) i couldnt have asked for a better sister, ur always there for me when i need u although in those times im usually so angry tht i yell at you too. i lucked out with you, were alot closer then we used to be and i couldnt be happier about that. i hope you no that i miss u all the time even when im not thinking about how much i miss u. and this summer when your NOT home ill still come visit just cause i love you that much! hopefully this next week goes by fairly fast so that i can see you again!

Altheeeeaaaa(tommy)
too many good times last year, to bad highschool has us in such different schedules. this summer we'll just have to have even more good times to make up for skool. and yes that means coke, hedley, and big ass cookies. geez man i miss u. have you ever noticed that you are extremly huggable! no jokes like i dont no..OMG U JUST LOGGED ON TO MSN! creeeeepy..ne ways back to u being huggable like a teddy bear! ya i dont no wat it is but i like it. :)

Berna(CRIPPEN)
your an idiot and ur gunna get suspended one of these days. probably soon to cuz u skipped. see this is why you should listen to your good friend alicia! but oh well i still love you. in the simpliest terms the definition of random humor is you, so my shmexxy husband we go to the park and well u no the rest , just like for my bday ;) u no i prbably spelt your alternate name wrong its just been that long :(

Wysooooooocki!
man ur just insane. like no lie when i think paula i think, lighters, boy drama, and TMNT shirts! cuz ur just that kool( even tho your didnt buy me one :( <----see its upsetting) but thats ok. oh yea thanks for the money for snacks. i owe you a cookie, to bad we havent been able to hang out latley. i miss ur wild antics. ...kay so im done with the mushy stuff , at least for now sooo lit. test today , SOOOO easy. im not worried wat so ever for next year. lunch was pretty bomb to cuz it was like boiling out and it seemed like it was alot longer than it was supposed to be. 3rd was actually okay. idk why people wanted to skip its like afree day of nothingness and we get to do it again next year wooopee 4th was okie to , i thought tht spider guy was pretty kool but i didnt get to see the whole thing(if ur reading this and u actually paid attention please fill me in on wat happened) docotrs was easy im okie , it was a virus so u can all stop worrying that im like dying. im really hungry and i have to pee so im just gunna stop typing. :)

--aliciaa

so this is day 8...

8 days of being sick and i've officially gone insane with bordem.
and now im blogging :)
ya i feel pretty crappy but w/e im being forced to stay with my evil never gunna be step monster who 10 seconds after she walked into the room started questioning my mothers parenting skills. i wish i had given her the finger and stormed off, unfortunatley my dad was in the room so i couldnt, not tht i think i ever would , i guess im just to nice for that. im majorly behind in school now and i dont see myself getting much better any time soon. doctors tomorrow which is ...okay i guess, mom's in timmins and isnt even gunna be here for her birthday which is kinda crappy but oh well. chances are most of these blogs will all end with me bashing my dads retarted girlfriend(she has some issues that make me have issues with her) on a brighter note i love vitamin water and i have nothing else to say so if anyone is actually reading this you can stop with bein bored of this cause it's done :)