here i go again on my own...maybe?

maybe she's right. maybe its time i stop being a chicken shit and i just tell you, or at least talk to you. at this point i'd even take a rejection to stop this feeling. and to stop the dreams. ive liked guys alot before, same amount as you but ive never had dreams about them. so maybe you are different. its not like the dreams are bad either. they all end pretty well so maybe i should just take a deep breath and take the plunge? its to terrifying though. i had someone tell me they thought i was fearless after knowing me for about a month. now she can see otherwise. ive been nervous around guys before but never like this. and oddly enough i think your kinda having the same feeling i do. every so often it seems like i catch you staring at me. maybe its just my imagination though, if you were staring im sure you would say something. so maybe ill just be on my own like ive been for the past year and a bit but maybe not. so if yuor reading this wanna let me know what you think so i can stop waking up even more confused and falling for you more and more. thanks <3
--aliciaa