Can I say something? Like really say something. Something that I haven't ever really told anyone? Is that okay? Cool, here it goes.
I hate being a teenager. Sorry hate is a very strong word.
I strongly dislike it.
I strongly dislike not knowing who my friends are.
I strongly dislike drama.
I strongly dislike mixed emotions.
I strongly dislike bad influences.
I strongly dislike not knowing what to say.
I strongly dislike when people back stab me.
I strongly dislike how stupid boys can be.
I strongly dislike how girls can be so catty.
I strongly dislike attitude changes.
I strongly dislike not knowing what I like.
I strongly dislike knowing what I like but not being able to obtain it.
I strongly dislike knothat what I want to obtain isn't real.
I strongly dislike not knowing who I am.
and yes sometimes
I strongly dislike myself.
All and all being a teenager has some serious downfalls. Although I don't want to grow up either, or act like I'm a 5 year old. I just want to know that everything will be alright, that things will get better, and that I won't be confused for my entire life. I just want to know! Is that to much to ask? I'm almost afraid of going back to school. I don't want to have all those negative influences around me, I'm not even sure that I want positive influences around me. I just don't want any help with this I guess. I do, but I don't. I need to be able to become my own person on my own, but I know that to shpe myself into something I need to have friends and family around me to help. It just bugs me. I guess I'm finally an angst ridden teen.
I strongly dislike being 15.
--aliciaa
Monday, August 10, 2009
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Florida ' 09 <3
SO MUCH FUN
this is exactly what i wrote well i was there. yes very sad tht i brought a jounal :P
Florida Day 1
OKay so we got here @ like 6 and by the time we checked in it was 7:30
pathetic how long it took eh?
we ended up just going swimming in the most bomb pool at the resort
it has a water fall and a slide its awsome
after we came in we didnt do to much we chilled and then watched borat xD
then ya we went to sleep DUH. i know its florida but ya gotta sleep sometime.
Florida Day 2
So we slept in til about 9am then went swimming at about 10. same pool so far we havent checked out ne other pools =P After that we went to Downtown Disney =D =D
W to Wolf Gang Pucks for lunch at Disney. I had Chicken fingers and veggies *yuuuummy*
once lunch was over i went on a freakin hot air balloon with brooke. it was incredible. it was the most amazing thing i had done up til that point in my life. i could not believe it!!! We looked around at stuff but i didnt buy nething we came back and went swimming again... OF COURSE!
Florida Day 3
OMG! BEST DAY YET!!!!
So woke up early and got outta bed at 9. all this because... we had breakfast with 3 disney charcters! (i am such a little kid) It was WILD, we saw Minnie+Goofy+Donald. I got pictures with all 3! Let's not even get me started on the food, it was amazing like i dont even remember the last time when i wanted to just keep eating! we drove around looking for malls cause it was pissing rain!! I got a 3oh!3 shirt, which at the time i wrote this i was wearing! I had SO MUCH TROUBLE getting money out but thats all solved now, thank BABY JESUS! we came home and relaxed cause we were damp and it was pretty gloomy outside! We had pasta for dinner and obviously went swimming for like 2 hours then we came up watched SHARKBOY(taylor lautner) and lavagirl, man i love him! then i showered. universal tomorrow??
Florida Day 4
Holy Crap. today turned out better then ne of us would have ever expected. we spent like 3 almost 4 hours arguing bout what to do. we didnt get to go to universal today. cause it was supposed to rain. so finally me kristen brooke + angie went to typhoon lagoon it was LIVE! we went on so many water slides, like pretty much all of them. and and and...SNORKLING with tropical fishies, sting rays, leopard sharks + hammer head sharks. SO MUCH FUN. I went 2 times it was one of the most amazing things ever. and omg the wave pool there was amazing! instead of like a few okat waves it was one MASSIVE wave so kool, like you could surf on it. well your not allowed to but its big enough. when we got back we had dinner at the country club @ the resort. then swimming. These 2 major cute boys were staring i kinda wanted to talk to them but im to chicken shit OH WELL, trust me i made myself noticed ;)
but after they left tese 2 rocker guys walked in ...HAAAAWT! HOOOOOO SWEET JESUS! Came up to the room and chillaxed! universal tomorrow...finally!
Florida Day 5
So we went to universal(ioa) today! sooooo much fun. i spent like the entire time between seuss landing, jurassic park and toon lagoon. we went to some random restaurant 4 lunch, and i had chicken quessidilla!( i just killed the spelling of tht word) it was yummy =) *drool* then we went back to the park. and got totally soaked on this one ride it was so kool. for dinner we went to margaritaville, just like the last time we went to florida. i had a salad for dinner, oh yummy. then these "pirates" on stilts came out. They played margaritaville and me brooke and angie went up and danced sa, so bomb. This pirate came and made us balloon hats! i told him to surprise me. then he was like well you strick me as the diva of this table ( love his sarcasm) cuz then he made me the rolling stones mouth logo thingy. i freaked it was awsome! we went back to the park went on like 3 rides and left. we came home then i showered now i sleep. tomorrow DAYTONA BEACH! *wooooot*
Florida Day 6
so we went to daytona beach and it was hotand by it (im sure i speak for kristen to) i mean fegaurd, he didnt lokk older then like 17.
but seriously it was boiling outside. and the ver yummy (-_-) salt water was cool and refreshing. i helped katelynn pick seashells outta the sand. then me brooke and angie went on a banana boat. it was wicked kool. me + angie fell off twice then angie fell of by herself. it was hilarious. Brooke never fell off though. to bad cuz falling off was alot of fun. me + kristen jumped some waves and then left. good timing cuz about 20 minutes later it started pissing rain. so we stayed at the hotel and made pizza. we got NO sleep i guess we were just really hyper it was just retarted but super funny.
Florida Day 7 (last day)
today was pretty chill. slept in then went swimming. we went to only the one pool the whole trip. then we went to all the cute little souvenir shops. THEN THEN THEN we went to the clubhouse to have steak. i didnt now i steak could taste so good. i also didnt know that i could eat a 6oz. steak a baked potatoe 2 cokes and half a shirley temple and still be starving. after dinner we went to downtown disney again. the huge disney store was packed cuz it was raining. like it was just a disaster. i got my mom a blue mickey mouse necklace. and dad a pirates of the carribean berr mug. oh btw i got katie betty boop shot glasses at universal :P they were really cute. after we went to the disney christmas storeand i bought kristen her birthday present. a nightmare b4 Christmas book. she poened it as soon as we got home. i got myself matching tinkerbell birthstone earrings and necklace. which i wore everyday. back to the hotel and then we left.
it was just a thrill ride of a vaction. on the way home we stopped in washington dc for about an hour, we saw the washington monument the lincoln memorial and the white house. and when we past the white house cars were comming out. so just so we felt good we said it was obama but we had no idea who was inside :)
i got home at 3 am. and then my dad picked me up at about 6 45 to go on a roadtrip, thats a whole other adventure tht ur just gunna have to wait to hear cuz my fingers hurt from typing :P
memberal quotes:P
is that obama?! naw man its lincoln :S
dumfires+manASSas
--aliciaa
this is exactly what i wrote well i was there. yes very sad tht i brought a jounal :P
Florida Day 1
OKay so we got here @ like 6 and by the time we checked in it was 7:30
pathetic how long it took eh?
we ended up just going swimming in the most bomb pool at the resort
it has a water fall and a slide its awsome
after we came in we didnt do to much we chilled and then watched borat xD
then ya we went to sleep DUH. i know its florida but ya gotta sleep sometime.
Florida Day 2
So we slept in til about 9am then went swimming at about 10. same pool so far we havent checked out ne other pools =P After that we went to Downtown Disney =D =D
W to Wolf Gang Pucks for lunch at Disney. I had Chicken fingers and veggies *yuuuummy*
once lunch was over i went on a freakin hot air balloon with brooke. it was incredible. it was the most amazing thing i had done up til that point in my life. i could not believe it!!! We looked around at stuff but i didnt buy nething we came back and went swimming again... OF COURSE!
Florida Day 3
OMG! BEST DAY YET!!!!
So woke up early and got outta bed at 9. all this because... we had breakfast with 3 disney charcters! (i am such a little kid) It was WILD, we saw Minnie+Goofy+Donald. I got pictures with all 3! Let's not even get me started on the food, it was amazing like i dont even remember the last time when i wanted to just keep eating! we drove around looking for malls cause it was pissing rain!! I got a 3oh!3 shirt, which at the time i wrote this i was wearing! I had SO MUCH TROUBLE getting money out but thats all solved now, thank BABY JESUS! we came home and relaxed cause we were damp and it was pretty gloomy outside! We had pasta for dinner and obviously went swimming for like 2 hours then we came up watched SHARKBOY(taylor lautner) and lavagirl, man i love him! then i showered. universal tomorrow??
Florida Day 4
Holy Crap. today turned out better then ne of us would have ever expected. we spent like 3 almost 4 hours arguing bout what to do. we didnt get to go to universal today. cause it was supposed to rain. so finally me kristen brooke + angie went to typhoon lagoon it was LIVE! we went on so many water slides, like pretty much all of them. and and and...SNORKLING with tropical fishies, sting rays, leopard sharks + hammer head sharks. SO MUCH FUN. I went 2 times it was one of the most amazing things ever. and omg the wave pool there was amazing! instead of like a few okat waves it was one MASSIVE wave so kool, like you could surf on it. well your not allowed to but its big enough. when we got back we had dinner at the country club @ the resort. then swimming. These 2 major cute boys were staring i kinda wanted to talk to them but im to chicken shit OH WELL, trust me i made myself noticed ;)
but after they left tese 2 rocker guys walked in ...HAAAAWT! HOOOOOO SWEET JESUS! Came up to the room and chillaxed! universal tomorrow...finally!
Florida Day 5
So we went to universal(ioa) today! sooooo much fun. i spent like the entire time between seuss landing, jurassic park and toon lagoon. we went to some random restaurant 4 lunch, and i had chicken quessidilla!( i just killed the spelling of tht word) it was yummy =) *drool* then we went back to the park. and got totally soaked on this one ride it was so kool. for dinner we went to margaritaville, just like the last time we went to florida. i had a salad for dinner, oh yummy. then these "pirates" on stilts came out. They played margaritaville and me brooke and angie went up and danced sa, so bomb. This pirate came and made us balloon hats! i told him to surprise me. then he was like well you strick me as the diva of this table ( love his sarcasm) cuz then he made me the rolling stones mouth logo thingy. i freaked it was awsome! we went back to the park went on like 3 rides and left. we came home then i showered now i sleep. tomorrow DAYTONA BEACH! *wooooot*
Florida Day 6
so we went to daytona beach and it was hotand by it (im sure i speak for kristen to) i mean fegaurd, he didnt lokk older then like 17.
but seriously it was boiling outside. and the ver yummy (-_-) salt water was cool and refreshing. i helped katelynn pick seashells outta the sand. then me brooke and angie went on a banana boat. it was wicked kool. me + angie fell off twice then angie fell of by herself. it was hilarious. Brooke never fell off though. to bad cuz falling off was alot of fun. me + kristen jumped some waves and then left. good timing cuz about 20 minutes later it started pissing rain. so we stayed at the hotel and made pizza. we got NO sleep i guess we were just really hyper it was just retarted but super funny.
Florida Day 7 (last day)
today was pretty chill. slept in then went swimming. we went to only the one pool the whole trip. then we went to all the cute little souvenir shops. THEN THEN THEN we went to the clubhouse to have steak. i didnt now i steak could taste so good. i also didnt know that i could eat a 6oz. steak a baked potatoe 2 cokes and half a shirley temple and still be starving. after dinner we went to downtown disney again. the huge disney store was packed cuz it was raining. like it was just a disaster. i got my mom a blue mickey mouse necklace. and dad a pirates of the carribean berr mug. oh btw i got katie betty boop shot glasses at universal :P they were really cute. after we went to the disney christmas storeand i bought kristen her birthday present. a nightmare b4 Christmas book. she poened it as soon as we got home. i got myself matching tinkerbell birthstone earrings and necklace. which i wore everyday. back to the hotel and then we left.
it was just a thrill ride of a vaction. on the way home we stopped in washington dc for about an hour, we saw the washington monument the lincoln memorial and the white house. and when we past the white house cars were comming out. so just so we felt good we said it was obama but we had no idea who was inside :)
i got home at 3 am. and then my dad picked me up at about 6 45 to go on a roadtrip, thats a whole other adventure tht ur just gunna have to wait to hear cuz my fingers hurt from typing :P
memberal quotes:P
is that obama?! naw man its lincoln :S
dumfires+manASSas
--aliciaa
Sunday, July 19, 2009
i blog
so obviously im running out of blog title name thingys!
im with kristen! the love of my life!
aka my cousin aka my sister aka bella swan aka BIGGEST DORK EVER!
sooo what did we do today?!?!?!
we went to the movies and saw harry potter!
i no i no harry potter OMG!
but really i think we had more fun watching previews, it seems to always work out that way though.
so new moon OMG JACOB BLACK aka TAYLOR LAUTNER aka UBER HOTTY BOMB aka THE REAL LOVE OF MY LIFE aka MMMMMMMMMMM aka okay i guess ill stop now :D
well it was on kristen nearly tore my arm off, luckily its still attached!
BUT HE"S HOT
she says i grabbed at her arm to, but it definatley wasnt as hard, and i DEFINATLY did NOT start hyperventalating!
THEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN
the percy jackson trailer came on, and i nearly died!...INSIDE! as kristen corrects me!
two words ladies and gents.... well actually ladies because well im pretty sure no guys read my blog, so ya two words, LOGAN LERMAN!
DAYYYYYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUMMMMM!
he's yummy! and well yeah dayum :D:D:D:D
uhh yeah, caaant wait for either movie! not gunna lie i think im more excited about the percy jackson movie! i no i no it sounds wild! most girls would be all like EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPP NEW MOON, EDWARD CULLEN, JACOB BLACK!
and lets not get me wrong i do enjoy staring at jacob black, but still like i read the twilight saga and the percy jackson one and i just fell in love with the percy jackson ones.
SO KIILL ME!
we had a sleep over yesterday, and started watching peter pan and then didnt finish which is kool. w/e CAUSE, i watched the disney one on friday and the live action one yesterday before i came :) yay JEREMY SUMPTER! he's pretty too! Kristen is annoyed with my blogging, so i guess ill say bye!
ps. FLORIDA IN ...4DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYS
--aliciaa
im with kristen! the love of my life!
aka my cousin aka my sister aka bella swan aka BIGGEST DORK EVER!
sooo what did we do today?!?!?!
we went to the movies and saw harry potter!
i no i no harry potter OMG!
but really i think we had more fun watching previews, it seems to always work out that way though.
so new moon OMG JACOB BLACK aka TAYLOR LAUTNER aka UBER HOTTY BOMB aka THE REAL LOVE OF MY LIFE aka MMMMMMMMMMM aka okay i guess ill stop now :D
well it was on kristen nearly tore my arm off, luckily its still attached!
BUT HE"S HOT
she says i grabbed at her arm to, but it definatley wasnt as hard, and i DEFINATLY did NOT start hyperventalating!
THEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN
the percy jackson trailer came on, and i nearly died!...INSIDE! as kristen corrects me!
two words ladies and gents.... well actually ladies because well im pretty sure no guys read my blog, so ya two words, LOGAN LERMAN!
DAYYYYYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUMMMMM!
he's yummy! and well yeah dayum :D:D:D:D
uhh yeah, caaant wait for either movie! not gunna lie i think im more excited about the percy jackson movie! i no i no it sounds wild! most girls would be all like EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPP NEW MOON, EDWARD CULLEN, JACOB BLACK!
and lets not get me wrong i do enjoy staring at jacob black, but still like i read the twilight saga and the percy jackson one and i just fell in love with the percy jackson ones.
SO KIILL ME!
we had a sleep over yesterday, and started watching peter pan and then didnt finish which is kool. w/e CAUSE, i watched the disney one on friday and the live action one yesterday before i came :) yay JEREMY SUMPTER! he's pretty too! Kristen is annoyed with my blogging, so i guess ill say bye!
ps. FLORIDA IN ...4DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYS
--aliciaa
Saturday, July 18, 2009
.....!!?!??!?!?!?!
5 days til florida bitcheessss!
i cant wait anylonger, like serously wanna be there now.
the weather here is pretty shit, and i just wanna go chill in the heat with some boys with beach body's! is that to much to ask??? honestly?!
uughhh
im in tornot i was supposed to go to the mall b4 we came but mom forgot
what a ditz
her age is startin to show with her memory -_-
OH WELL...NAWT!
gaaah, so hopefully tomorrow i can go to the mall with my cousin.
except than i gotta pay for my shit, GRRR
stupid half ass memory.
FUCCK
SO BORED
--aliciaa
i cant wait anylonger, like serously wanna be there now.
the weather here is pretty shit, and i just wanna go chill in the heat with some boys with beach body's! is that to much to ask??? honestly?!
uughhh
im in tornot i was supposed to go to the mall b4 we came but mom forgot
what a ditz
her age is startin to show with her memory -_-
OH WELL...NAWT!
gaaah, so hopefully tomorrow i can go to the mall with my cousin.
except than i gotta pay for my shit, GRRR
stupid half ass memory.
FUCCK
SO BORED
--aliciaa
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
ooooopsy daisy
ooooops tht blog from earlier today i made a mistake and really this countdown is just so i remember :P
its supposed to be 16days and 26 days not 17 and 27 :P
its supposed to be 16days and 26 days not 17 and 27 :P
RIP MJ
watching the memorial service on much, my tooth is fraking killllling me, there was like a half hour of silence there cuz of like technical problems :S
Florida in 17days
Roadtrip in 27days
Florida in 17days
Roadtrip in 27days
Sunday, July 5, 2009
yay it's summeeer
New Picture! What do ya think?
I like it, I thought it was cool.
Florida in 18days
Roadtrip in 19days
I'm watching Spongebob, I know I am just SO cool. :P
Summer is kind of boring at the moment.
Report card pick up tomorrow. Not going to lie, I'm nervous.
I really hope I didn't fail anything...
Shopping and hanging out tomorrow as well. :)
Hanging out with Kayla again... gosh I hate her. JOKING!!!!
Kayla is like the love of my life, and I don't know how I got through last summer with out her. And I have no clue how I'll get through this summer without her. She'll be in Portugal and I'll be in the USA. SO far apart. I'll miss her.
Daddy is taking me shopping tomorrow for summer clothes, I really only have like 3 pairs of shorts that fit, and a couple of shirts... so obviously shopping in a must!
I should go do something productive with my day now so bye!
--aliciaa
I like it, I thought it was cool.
Florida in 18days
Roadtrip in 19days
I'm watching Spongebob, I know I am just SO cool. :P
Summer is kind of boring at the moment.
Report card pick up tomorrow. Not going to lie, I'm nervous.
I really hope I didn't fail anything...
Shopping and hanging out tomorrow as well. :)
Hanging out with Kayla again... gosh I hate her. JOKING!!!!
Kayla is like the love of my life, and I don't know how I got through last summer with out her. And I have no clue how I'll get through this summer without her. She'll be in Portugal and I'll be in the USA. SO far apart. I'll miss her.
Daddy is taking me shopping tomorrow for summer clothes, I really only have like 3 pairs of shorts that fit, and a couple of shirts... so obviously shopping in a must!
I should go do something productive with my day now so bye!
--aliciaa
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