confused? ...no im not.. no wait i am... i think ...AHHH ='(

Okay so you confuse me, my heart, my feelings, my head, my sanity.
I promised myself no boy drama this summer, it would either happen or it wouldn't but I wouldn't stress over it. I guess it's to late now. So many things about you drive me wild, in a good way though. Your cute, funny, kind, and a hockey player to boot. But then there are times that make me go insane and I just want to shoot someone! The thing is that I can't even put a finger on what bugs me, like i can't say what it is. So maybe it's just in my head, but maybe it's not. I just don't know. I wouldn't be sweating this if there was no chance that I did like you. It feels like I haven't been this confused since about a year ago, when I realized I liked my ex during the summer. If this turns out the way things did last time i just ask you one thing, okay? Don't turn out to be like him, PLEASE! Don't be an ass and don't disappoint, because here is a little secret hun... I'm rooting for you. You have me convinced that maybe not every guy in Milton is a douche. You have me convinced that maybe everything in my head could workout for once. So please don't disappoint.

On another note, exams are this week. I have Geography tomorrow and French on Friday. Monday is a free day, no exam! Unfortunatley, on Tuesday I have English. Although after that it's summer vacation, so I guess everything isn't so bad. It'll be nice to have time to just hang out with people and not worry about school work. I hope it's as fun as last summer was, but I guess I can only hope.

Wow, I'm kind of starting to depress myself with this blog entry. All I wanted to do was say what I had to about him and now I'm all depressed. I'm going to go now and try to make myself all happy again because I have to babysit and I don't want to bum the kids out!

--aliciaa

PITTSBURGH PENGUINS

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PITTSBURGH WON! CHAMPS FINALLY!!!
Malkin - PLAYOFF MVP
Crosby - YOUNGEST CAPTAIN TO HOIST THE CUP
im really so stoked right now you cant even believe
im making so many spelling mistakes and i have to fix them cuz my hands are like on crack right now and i just wanna screeaaam!
however i had my athletic banquet and im overly excited so im tired and i wanna spend my happiest moment of today with my mom and not a computer so ill write more tomorrow
PEAAAAAAAAAAACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
--aliciaa

looking so so ...?

so it was dexter at the lady's house
unfortunatley he got out on her to
so my baby is still on the lose.
i miss him like crazzzzzzzzy! :'(
i really want him home.
hopefully soon!
i just wanna be able to hug him and cuddle him again!
maybe somone will find him today then again maybe not
i love my kitty and not knowing where he is kills me :(
at least im pretty sure he is in the neighbourhood.
which is good to know. thanks to everyone who is looking :)
--aliciaa

things looking up...?

so last nightwas rea difficult for me.
the thunder and lightning are usually okay with me .
infact i love them.
but knowing my kitty was out in that scared the life outta me.
luckily someone found a cat. and im hoping tht its mine.
im going later to check. ill try not to get my hopes up but its just so hard right now!
i need to calm down love u all for trying. i know my friends are there for me when im this upset
--aliciaa

day 2

he's still missing.
i really miss my kitty.
if you think you have seen him PLEASE PLEASE tell me.
im really upset and i can only hope that he can find his way home
or that someone will find him and return him back to me.

have some news

so to those of you who read my blog. i actually no you!
and some of you live pretty darn close so im writing this to ask for your help
i lost my cat his name is dexter if u find him pleeeease contact me!
at skool or w/e even if u just comment on this blog
it would mean soooo much

again its happened

so lets get one thing straight.
i make plans and im good at making them work.
i hate when ppl change plans without telling me
or when ppl change plans last minute.
its annoying.
so no you 2 can fuckin get ready together and find your own fuckin way to the party.
dont fucking change my plans on me.
you know i dont even like being around you 2 at the same time so why would i want both of you cramped in my bathroom with me.
it was all planned and now you screwed me over -_-
oh and what happened to "i see where your comming from and she does bring out the worst in me i dont wanna talk to her nemore"
please dont run your mouth like some big shot and then do the total opposite its annoying as all fuck!
im just sick and tired of you 2. i cant hang out with both of u together.
not alone ne ways. its to much anxiety!

on a bright note. i helped my neighbours with their garage sale.
i got 2 care bears and some t-shirts tht i'll probably end up tie dying.
party later im excited.
im gunna go eat now tho
--aliciaa